I HATE HIM / HER

Good morning, Mighty Woman of God.  I speak blessings of our Lord Jesus Christ upon you and pray that you are not only blessed by Him but that you blessed others today.

I know that the title today has got you wondering what today's blog could possibly be about. Sometimes we may say to ourselves the word HATE is such a strong word, so we may chose to use another word like DISLIKE.  But the truth of the matter is HATE is exactly how we may feel.

As long as we are not calling the devil out by who he is and the oppression that he brings with him, he will continue to have control over our lives.  All that the devil needs is an open window and he will surely open the door for other demonic spirits to come upon us.

The Lord kept reminding me over and over about the fact that I had unfinished business with someone that hurt me, tormented me and did a whole lot of other things to me.  The Lord repeatedly told me to pray and forgive him.

While on my knees one day, I tried to pray for him but no words would come out.  I didn't want to pray for him.  I didn't want to wish him well and I didn't .  I didn't want to think of him in the same atmosphere as my prayer time with the Lord.  So I stayed on my knees  . . . saying nothing.  Thinking about how hurt I was and remiensing going over several instances of pain that was inflicted on me for years.  Tears began to run down my cheeks and all of a sudden I screamed to the top of my lungs, LORD I HATE HIM.  There, I said it, and I meant it with every part of my being. I HATE HIM.  The tears increased but I began to feel better because at that moment the Lord begin to heal me.  After all those years I would say to myself, I do forgive him, but I didn't not want that part of my heart to reveal the truth.

I fell to remember that the Lord knew how I felt.  The Lord can go into those deep parts of pain and hurt that we truly feel.  The Lord knows how we feel in our hearts but He wants us to say it out loud. When we say it aloud we put the devil on notice.

Maybe today is the day that you call out that demonic spirit, put him on notice that it was in the past and you refuse to allow him to have any part of your future.  Call out that spirit that beat on you, kicked you, cheated on you, raped you, stole your childhood by molesting you.  Some of you have not forgiven your mother because you feel that she didn't do a good job protecting you and allowed someone to keep raping you over and over.  Maybe she never even believed you.  It's time to be truthful shout it out and allow the Lord to begin healing you.  You weren't broken overnight and it may take some time to heal . . . but at least the healing has begun.

Heavenly Father, by the power given to me by the Holy Spirit, I speak healing into my sisters life.  I speak that she will began to allow you to begin healing in her heart as she forgives those that have hurt her so badly.  I speak that the devil will no longer have control over that part of her being. Thank you Lord for being merciful and knowing her heart.  In Jesus name, Amen.